I'm feeling a lot of things.

It's like...

You have that permanent feeling...
Like, you're permanently sad...

But, there's like a happy moment...
So you're happy...

But you know deep inside...
It's just not?

Basically.
Pretending...

Ah well.

Must not be like this.
Must be positive. =}
Oh well.

Only some people can tell. =}.

Take cares.